Ok, now I am working on what I am calling my blueprint. Something to follow to improve myself, my family and my eternity.
I started back reading Derek Prince's book God's Power. For those who don't know Derek Prince, he was a contemporary of CS Lewis. He called himself a "bible teacher" and really focuses on what the bible says and not a denominational interpretation.
He is correct when he states that alot of our views come from what we have heard at our churches. Sometimes they are not as faithful to what the bible states, as they are to how they want God's Word to be interpreted. This can be a mental barrier when we begin to read the bible. How true!
So, our ears get chuck full of "denominational wax" and we can't hear what God is trying to tell us. I can tell you that I probably need a shovel to unload my ears. That is why my family and I are in search of a new church. Christians do need other Christians to help us with our journey.
When my children's book was first published, I felt like I did not deserve this honor. In promoting my book, I found myself shy and awkward. I have now learned that I need to shout it from the roof tops and when asked what I do for a living...I AM AN AUTHOR! Alot of my barriers came from the fact that there seemed to be those who want to see me fail. Because I was told that getting a children's book published was easy these days. Anyone can do it. It was a bad time to be published with the economy in the toilet. I am not degreed. I should have shut my ears off and tuned into God. Because He tells me that my dream of writing comes from Him. His plans for us, has nothing to do with the economy, degrees or what other people say about us.
I guess I would have to say that the first step in this blueprint is cleaning out our ears and listening to God. Something that will take a lot of practice for me.
3 John 2 states, Beloved I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth.
God is calling us His Beloved! He wants us to do well and to be well!
So, for my blueprint, I must first prepare the area for spiritual building. What about you? How do you listen to God with all of this earthly noise swirling around you?
God Bless You!
You have a friend here! Hopefully through a positive, Chrisitan influenced blog we can get through the tough stuff, blow off steam, celebrate life and be friends.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Time is Passing Away
I heard a statement at the church we visited this past weekend. The Pastor stated that the time of this world was passing away. Light bulb moment!!
My body has started its own passing away process. For a month now, I have been dealing with a pinched nerve in my back and my ability, or lack of it, for mobility. Today, I had a back tooth removed after it cracked and revealed infection in the bone area. If you don't know, I have a disease called Wegener Granulomatosis. It is a stinker of a disease and one that I am not going to explain right now. Just know that
48 is beginning to feel like the downhill run.
Back to the time of this world...
So, while this world is passing away and my body is falling apart, I have some questions.
WHAT ARE WE REALLY DOING AND WHAT IS IT ALL FOR ANYWAY?
We have lives that are very structured to the world's design or decision of how we live each day. And most of it has absolutely nothing to do with what we are going to do with the other million years or eternity. Will I be in heaven with God or in hell with the devil? No comment from those who would love to see me dancing around on those hot coals with a pitch fork stabbing me in the rear. To see me, you would have to be there too! Ha!
Bac.k to the subject.
We are so frantically working, schooling and raising for these next 60 to 80, maybe even 100 years and for what? A bigger house, better car, newest gadget or maybe fame. Some are just working to put food on the table. Yet, we are so focused on man's blueprint and these short years, that we forget about the other more important million or so years to come.
So, how can we readjust our days to help us after these short earthly ones? Because yes, they are passing away!
I am going to try to re-focus my daily earthly blueprint to a heavenly focused blueprint. And, I am sure it will become challenging to change my mindset and stubborn ways. All of this while promoting my children's book, continueing my writing, homeschooling my 15 year old and keepng my granddaughter a few days a week. A worthy challenge for some of those white feathery wings!
Join me as I try to document each day's adventure!
Note to myself: Know that when you fall or blow it all together, because you will. Tomorrow will be another day. No looking back either. At 48, I am sure that I have to watch the sodium levels and who wants to be a pillar of salt any way.
God Bless!
Comments, Criticisms or Helpful Suggestions Appreciated!
If you need prayer, please let me know!
My body has started its own passing away process. For a month now, I have been dealing with a pinched nerve in my back and my ability, or lack of it, for mobility. Today, I had a back tooth removed after it cracked and revealed infection in the bone area. If you don't know, I have a disease called Wegener Granulomatosis. It is a stinker of a disease and one that I am not going to explain right now. Just know that
48 is beginning to feel like the downhill run.
Back to the time of this world...
So, while this world is passing away and my body is falling apart, I have some questions.
WHAT ARE WE REALLY DOING AND WHAT IS IT ALL FOR ANYWAY?
We have lives that are very structured to the world's design or decision of how we live each day. And most of it has absolutely nothing to do with what we are going to do with the other million years or eternity. Will I be in heaven with God or in hell with the devil? No comment from those who would love to see me dancing around on those hot coals with a pitch fork stabbing me in the rear. To see me, you would have to be there too! Ha!
Bac.k to the subject.
We are so frantically working, schooling and raising for these next 60 to 80, maybe even 100 years and for what? A bigger house, better car, newest gadget or maybe fame. Some are just working to put food on the table. Yet, we are so focused on man's blueprint and these short years, that we forget about the other more important million or so years to come.
So, how can we readjust our days to help us after these short earthly ones? Because yes, they are passing away!
I am going to try to re-focus my daily earthly blueprint to a heavenly focused blueprint. And, I am sure it will become challenging to change my mindset and stubborn ways. All of this while promoting my children's book, continueing my writing, homeschooling my 15 year old and keepng my granddaughter a few days a week. A worthy challenge for some of those white feathery wings!
Join me as I try to document each day's adventure!
Note to myself: Know that when you fall or blow it all together, because you will. Tomorrow will be another day. No looking back either. At 48, I am sure that I have to watch the sodium levels and who wants to be a pillar of salt any way.
God Bless!
Comments, Criticisms or Helpful Suggestions Appreciated!
If you need prayer, please let me know!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Down and Out!
For the past three weeks, I have literally been down and out! Lifted something that I should not have and now I have a pinched nerve and a strained back. OK, who said 48 was the new 38? We need to talk!
After three doctor visits, I am now in a better state of pain. Kinda like the pain in the 'State of the Union". Aggravating, still there and results slower than molasses gumming out of a bottle on a summer day.
Tomorrow I am going to the Chiropractor. Hoping for some final relief.
You know I have always believed that God can take the bad stuff and turn it into good. And He did. I slowed down, started back reading my bible and my attitude is improving. I have always said that I am the child He has to knock to her knees to get her attention.
I am listening Lord, I am listening!
I feel hopeful again.
You know, I realized that I got so caught up in our old Church that I allowed other people and situations take over. And down I went. I learned I was not even remotely a Superior Christian like the other ones are. Oh they quickly slapped their judgement on me. That is OK, because I found myself praying for me and for them.
The best part is that we have found several churches where the Pastors are organized and have a clear plan for their church and this community. It was so refreshing that I found my soul taking a deep cleansing breath in and out would come the stinky, rotten breath that was polluting my body and soul.
What about you? Could you use a little prayer or kind word your way? Email me. God Loves You! Stinky breath and all. He has the right mint for you.
Email me. I care.
After three doctor visits, I am now in a better state of pain. Kinda like the pain in the 'State of the Union". Aggravating, still there and results slower than molasses gumming out of a bottle on a summer day.
Tomorrow I am going to the Chiropractor. Hoping for some final relief.
You know I have always believed that God can take the bad stuff and turn it into good. And He did. I slowed down, started back reading my bible and my attitude is improving. I have always said that I am the child He has to knock to her knees to get her attention.
I am listening Lord, I am listening!
I feel hopeful again.
You know, I realized that I got so caught up in our old Church that I allowed other people and situations take over. And down I went. I learned I was not even remotely a Superior Christian like the other ones are. Oh they quickly slapped their judgement on me. That is OK, because I found myself praying for me and for them.
The best part is that we have found several churches where the Pastors are organized and have a clear plan for their church and this community. It was so refreshing that I found my soul taking a deep cleansing breath in and out would come the stinky, rotten breath that was polluting my body and soul.
What about you? Could you use a little prayer or kind word your way? Email me. God Loves You! Stinky breath and all. He has the right mint for you.
Email me. I care.
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